Rec League
Writing is supposed to be a practice. Like a yoga practice, it's meant to be something done daily in various forms. Like a yoga practice, daily is a bit beyond me. The image in my head of “a practice” is far too idealized to implement in my life. My life is filled with mundane feelings and chores, set in the same old living room as always. The thought of “a practice” always leads me to some spiritual idealism that's out of reach. Perhaps because I don't think of one particular action, but the whole scene: the weather, my outfit, how my day went, the room, the lighting, the time. Of course that's out of reach, so much is out of my control.
So I'm dropping the “a.” I can much more easily wrap my mind around just: practice. Show up a couple times a week, do some drills, maybe scrimmage at the end. That's something I can handle. Not trying to reach nirvana, just trying to stay loose, flex the muscles a little.
Thanks to climate change giving us a 60F day in early February in the middle of The Great Plains, I could play some softball with my rec league team on Sunday. When it comes to softball, I hold a lot of things to be true: 1. Being good is nice, but having fun is more important 2. I can improve a little, with conditioning, skills training, listening to my better teammates, and just playing. 3. I don't have to be a professional, or meet any particular skill level, to have fun playing or to feel it's worthwhile.
I just think it's fun to play as best I can, when I can. I think it's fun to lift weights and jog a little, for their own sakes, and to improve my game. It's fun not to take the game too seriously, even as I do my best.
I mean to apply that thinking to my writing. So instead of writing as spiritual practice, a perfect pose of reaching for nirvana, I can have writing as a sport. It's not a practice. It's practice. Sometimes some drills (prompts), sometimes strength and conditioning (finding synonyms). I'll admit, the siren song of the professional writing world is quite tempting. But I can't skip straight there. So I'll have fun here in the rec leagues while I can.